Thursday, October 28, 2010

Sitting All Alone Inside Your Head

I'm not sure what I'm trying to find exactly, but I know that I'm looking for it. Every moment I spend sitting and thinking, I make more lists about the things I'd like to finish. Do I take on too much? It's likely, but how much can clutter the mind before I go absolutely nuts? The balance between work, home, the kids, and my health is starting to feel like I'm losing a battle. There is paperwork everywhere, always laundry to be done, counter tops to be found, home improvement and decorating to be done, people to see. Well, I guess I don't have to see people, but it would be pretty unfortunate if I didn't get to.

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

It's Never Easy


Another day, another dollar, another challenge, another brainstorm for solutions, another trial and error, another laugh, another tear, another sarcastic comment, another dry pause, another meal eaten rushed, another meal eaten alone, another unfinished project, another project idea, another child's laugh, another child's mess, another argument, another deep breath, another list of things to do, another found list of unfinished line items, another meeting, another frustration, another moment wishing for more, another dollar short, another penny richer, another wish, and another hope that it may come true.