Please Fight...Not for Me, But For You

social doors closing
embracing a loneliness
but not really
just unhappy
unaware
what do I do?

You have to face life,

start moving forward.

Doesn't matter what they think.

Change what you think of yourself.

tough love?

i will erase you from my life

not concerned 

with your advice

with your ideas

just shut up

and leave me alone

How immature...this isn't tough love.

It's called reality.

Should I be done helping you

receiving this abuse?

Even a friend can only handle

being pushed around so much.

But it's not abuse

I try to help you

I want to better your life.

Our paths 

need to diverge.

Pissed and shutting down again?

I was trying to help and you,

between the problem and sarcastic comments

my attempt to encourage

all you can do is push me out,

run away,

like you have no desire to fight

for yourself

or anyone else.

Do you think you're the only one 

with struggles in life?

The only one that has to fight?

You are so willing to release me from your life it hurts.

i don't know how to fight.

Fighting is trying

even when everything is overwhelming.

Attempting to rise:

fight and try and bleed

and refuse to fail.

That is who I am.

I stop for rests.

I move for hope.

I refuse to be pushed down by challenges.

It isn't easy,

but it's worth it.